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i dont even know what i want to write.

didnt go to renfest over the weekend,, my son was in hospital wed to fri evening, so had to keep him home. (hes better now,,hope to send him to school tomorrow)

but michael is taking me and all the kids next weekend, so im soooooooo happy bout that. i have only missed like, one year,in the last, probally ten years. its an awsome place. look forward to it every year.

damn, just had a disturbing thought. i soooooo hope that my ex doesnt go too. its his only weekend off for the month, he was supposed to take baby, but now doesnt want too, but he usually goes at least once each season,,,,,,,, that would SUCK. but thank goodness its a big place, easy to avoid eachother.

just had it out in txt with him. upset bout that. but then talked to michael, and feel better. i keep asking myself,,, why did i stay with him for so long. insanity. hes proving to be more and more of a selfish child. he didnt even come to hospital to be with our son. and his reasons and excuses are what was reminds me of a selfish child.

not that any of you want to hear bout all that. im just venting,,since im sittin here lol. btw, any of you interested in a very nice jewelry set. white gold, black pearls, diamonds, handcrafted one of a kind, necklace, earrings, and ring? no? lol, just thought i'd ask.

lol, keep stoppin to exchange txt with michael. hes workin, on a boat, not home till thursday. but did get to go see him for a bit this morning. wish we could have been alone, but we can make up for it on thursday, all day lol

well i suppose i'll stop my jabbering. keep being bored. lol hope you all are doin well, have a good night, or day, depending on your place in the world.



Red

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woohoo the time is here again. the 10th. and thanks to my best friend Becky i get to go. yay!! thank you.

never know,,we might see a few of you out there



Red

although my gallery holds something for most everyone, the majority of it is for MATURE FOLKS. so consider yourself warned.


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hey ya'll as usual im very far behind on thank you's for 's and watches. i know its best to personally go to each and every one of your pages and do it that way, but i just cant keep up with it, and my internet is sooooooooo slow it gets frustrating. so please allow me to give you all a very warm thank you here. i really do appreciate it every time someone decides to take a walk through my gallery, and when they find something they like enough to add to there favs, well it makes it that much more special. so, again, thank you to everyone.

much to you all. have a great night, or day, depending on your place in the world.

Red

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so went and signed the final paperwork just an hour or so ago. the ex will go before the judge in the morning, then its just a matter of the paperwork goin were it needs too. but basically, im divorced. not sure entirely how i feel bout that. i mean, im a bit sad, cause thats 16 years of my life with the guy. but on the other im exstatic cause i want the rest of my life with michael. lol, the ex is not happy that im not goin back to my maiden name. oh well. i dont see the point, not when im just gonna turn around and hopefully within a years time just be changin it again. i rather only do it the once. but hes like,,its not cool to have two mrs....around. lol so i was like....oh she wants to get married huh. still not sure how i feel bout that either. i mean, she seems nice enough......but.....ya know. it still rubs me raw that he does things for her, or with her that he stopped doin with me years ago. thats really bites my ass. but it shouldnt since im with someone who LOVES to be with me, and spend time with me, and ACTUALLY misses me when hes gone.

yeah, yeah,,,stop my belly aching. im happy its done. now if we can just get michael divorced then we can marry one day. course in our hearts we already are, and have been.

i'll hush now. talk to you all later



Red